Lent 5, Year B

By Julie Carew, Lay Preacher
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Immanuel, God with us, thank you for this glimpse into your last days physically here on earth. Help us to seek you and see you here with us, today and everyday. Amen. 
As a musician and a huge fan of music in general, I’m always intrigued when a “secular” artist puts out a song about God or about faith. One of these songs came out just as I was beginning college and introduced me to a singer of whom I would be a longtime fan, and who I saw live again just last year. The song is called “One of Us” and the singer is Joan Osborne. The song was written by one of her bandmates and was the first single released from her debut album, Relish. This song hit at a time when I was really seeking God, trying to figure out what that meant, piecing together what I had learned as a kid at church and what I was experiencing myself, away at school. In “One of Us”, we are invited to imagine what it would be like to have God living among us as a human. 
One of the verses in the song is: 
“If God had a face what would it look like? 
And would you want to see 
If seeing meant that you would have to believe 
In things like heaven and in Jesus and the Saints 
And all the prophets??” 
I really think that’s an interesting question for what we read this morning in John. 
Imagine with me for a moment, the scene here. Jesus has fed the 5,000, healed the blind man, raised Lazarus, Mary has anointed him, and yes, even though it is not yet Palm Sunday for us, ridden into Jerusalem on a donkey. He is causing a scene, drawing all kinds of attention and the Pharisees are really getting concerned. Just before we pick up the story in verse 20, the Pharisees are saying to one another, “You see that you can do nothing; look, the world has gone after him.” 
And then some Greeks come up to Philip asking to see Jesus. The first time we met Philip was in John 1 and as a new disciple, he was invited by Jesus to “Follow” him and he then invited others to “Come and See”. It seems like this is bringing things around, full circle, for Philip as he now has the chance to lead these Greeks to Jesus. Philip is a Greek name- Bethsaida, his hometown was governed by Philip, son of Herod, and was also the hometown of Andrew and Peter and they are the only 3 disciples who do not have Semitic names. Perhaps this is why these Greeks approached Philip as the person who might help them on their quest to see Jesus. The Greek word used here is ὁράω, (hor-ah'-o) which means to see not just with the eyes, but with the mind, to behold. These Greeks are looking to fully experience Jesus. 
We don’t know who these Greeks are, but we can make some guesses as to why they come into John’s narrative at this point and what that means. It seems as though their request is significant to Jesus, that it is perhaps a message to him that his teachings have gone out beyond his known followers, and may be (at least a part of) why at this point he says, “the hour
has come for the Son of Man to be glorified”. We have seen him say the opposite- that the time had not yet come- several times before this point in his ministry. 
As Jesus shifts to talking about the time that has come and what that means, we know there are those (we hear of a few- Judas and Peter, for instance) who don’t want to see this part- either it doesn’t align with what they expected or hoped, or the timing is not right and they’re not ready. When we seek Jesus, whether that’s through Scripture or prayer or in guidance from others who know him, are we open to hearing what he might actually say? Do we approach Jesus with our own expectations of what the answer should be, or are we looking for and waiting on his answer? 
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Jesus does not address these Greeks directly, and we’re actually not clear from the narrative if they are there when he is speaking, but he continues in verse 24, ”Very truly I tell you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains just a single grain; but if it dies, it bears much fruit.” 
I haven’t ever grown wheat, but growing things (or at least trying to) is something I have enjoyed since I was a child, and I have fond memories of working in our little garden plot with my mom. Gardening is an adventure that is full of life and death, of making decisions based on what might be best and hoping that it really is. I have always worked towards wasting as little as possible and making sure that I use or give away as much as I can. 
Over the years, I think I have gotten pretty good at managing that between eating, sharing, preserving, dehydrating and freezing, but the one crop that always catches me by surprise is the green beans. I LOVE fresh green beans, (and so does our dog, Hazel), but it seems like I NEVER get them all, and there are days I simply don’t have time to go pick, so inevitably, there are plenty that I miss or that I can’t get to before they get too big and tough. 
A couple of years ago, I decided to stop worrying about getting them all at the perfect time and just dry the ones that had gotten too big and use them for planting the next year. These beans are such a beautiful color and so smooth and perfect-looking, and yet, they’re not intended to be made into jewelry or hung on a wall, they’re meant to be buried, to be put in the dirt and be transformed, not to be seen again in their current form. And when we do that with a bean, we are rewarded with SO MANY more beans. BUT, if I hadn’t let some of them go, or if I picked them and tried to serve them to my family to eat (or try to eat…) I wouldn’t have anywhere near as many to plant the next year. 
Jesus is about to complete his human circle of life, and yet, he knows there’s more to it than the disciples can immediately see. I see this as a reminder that sometimes we have to let go of what we desire or hope for immediately in order to experience abundance in the future. And that sometimes, many times, we have no idea what the future holds, or what we risk in letting go of what we have in the right now for just the hope of something better. And even harder than that,
we often don’t have the choice, we lose things we thought we’d always have and we have to let them go, knowing we may never understand why or for what purpose. Jesus knows firsthand that death and destruction cannot be avoided, it’s part of being a human, but he also knows that new life will come from it. He is preparing his followers to lose him, twice- in death and in his ascension, but with the promise of a new life with him. 
Jesus continues on, “'Whoever loves his life loses it, and whoever hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life.” In imagining this scene, I really empathize with those around Jesus who aren’t getting any of this. One sentence after another that they/we could sit with for quite awhile and really consider, and now this one, and several others to follow. Why would they lose a life 
they love and keep forever a life they hate? They are trying to figure out what it means to serve and follow, and it must be overwhelming and confusing. 
In her commentary about this passage, Mary Hinkle Shore says Jesus is, “encouraging others to follow his lead in hating/rejecting this world’s definition of life as a small and isolated existence”. He knows they have left everything they know to follow him and all along, he’s flipping everything familiar upside down, trying to help them see that serving him and thus being honored by God is often very different than what the world would say is what they should be doing. 
Where do you feel this tension in your life? Where do you feel like the pull and priorities of the world are different from those we see and hear about from Jesus? 
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John made a point that this gospel is for ALL those who want to see Jesus. He tells the story of Jesus, as an eyewitness, in a way that gets right to the heart of Jesus’ ministry. At the conclusion of Jesus’ human life, in John 19:20 we read that the inscription on the cross was written in Aramaic, Latin and Greek- the only Gospel to point this out. Here, in John 12, we see that the conclusion of Jesus’ time here in a human body is perhaps ushered in by the appearance of an “outside” people. And near the end of today’s reading, in verse 32, we read, “'And I, when I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all people to myself.” 
The Jesus portrayed by John here doesn’t question God, he is troubled, but he is seeking God’s Glory. As humans, he and we are well-acquainted with loss, sickness, sadness and death. He’s looking ahead to the ways he will be lifted up- on the cross, from death and back to God completing the circle of his human life and hoping that with these events it will become clearer to those who seek him, what difference it makes. He emphasizes that this is happening for ALL people, not just those who have seen him up close, those who knew him then, or even those who know him right now. 
What does this mean for us? We are likely very familiar with and can easily access the whole story. And maybe sometimes, it’s easy to take it as a given and not really see what Jesus is showing us here. As we look to next week, Palm Sunday, the triumphal entry that quickly goes so far away from what everyone was expecting and hoping for, and into Holy Week, I wonder
what it would mean for us to “see” Jesus. Are we looking for him with anticipation, do we really want to see him and believe him? Are we letting these events seep into our busy lives, and taking the time to seek him? Do we really want to hear what he has to say to us? How might Jesus lead us to serve him, to follow him in ways that help others to see him too? Amen 
Sources: 
The history and archeology of Bethsaida Kristen Sibold University of Northern Iowa Strong’s Concordance at Biblehub.com 
Working preacher commentary, Karoline Lewis 
Working Preacher Commentary, Mary Hinkle Shore

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